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I'm tired, stressed, completely lacking motivation and I just want to hold my fiance again and feel the arms of the man I'm going to marry around me. Until this happens, or I have confirmation at least that this is going to be allowed to happen, updates may be scarce. They would all read the same anyway - I miss Graham. My main job is so soul-destroying that I don't even hate it anymore, it just happens, day after day after day sapping my energy like a leech on my soul. I'm not made to pull pints - I'm crap at it. I miss Graham oh so very much.