Eek
I am quite unsure as to whether I have been a bit unwise or not. Having finally, after 6 weeks (you've got to admire his persistance here) aquired my phone number, he has now had it for at least 3, possibly 4 days. Still no phone call at this end (not so admirable persistance there). I can be a bit slow at times and finally today realised that I know his name, what he does, that he owns his own business, and where he lives. What else is the internet for? So I went looking. I didn't have to go very far and I found his website. Complete with email address and mobile number. I ummed and ahhed over this new and startling information all day. After enjoying (and, I must admit, enjoying quite a lot) being chatted up that evening in the pub, and then hearing that although he'd forgotten my name, he thought I was a hottie (still gives me a warm glow that one) and then persistantly asking for my phone number (according to sources) I was quite prepared to leave the chase entirely up to him. I wasn't going to run, not very fast anyway, just enough so that he could catch me quite quickly and with a minimum of effort on my part. I would also know that he thought enough of me to warrant chasing. This was not a problem as long as I didn't have the means at hand to do a wee bit of chasing back. Finding the website today changed that. So, a dilemma. Do I wait still for him to call? Do I wait in the hope that he will yet again talk to my friends about how much he liked me? Or do I email or text him. This was a slightly more difficult situation that it would normally be as the last person I actively chased relationship-wise gave me a black eye, concussion and chased me from a country I love so I could have a hug from my mum. I trust my reasons for indecisiveness are clear? With a little bit of persuading from mum I have actually emailed him. Just a short one as I'm still not entirely certain I wasn't being teased or wound up by those who said he was interested. Any fingers out there available to be kept crossed would be greatly appreciated. |